You rise every
time when you fall.
But, what if you stumble, and fall every
minute you walk up? You start wobbling and tilting when you try to stand
straight. From here to there, just a single step forward, and dhrum* dhrum* bhrrom*!
Three steps down, in another moment you come to know someone has slipped again
and when you come back into your senses, you realize it is you on the floor; clinching
eyes with a frown on the mouth, just pretending to die for a moment or maybe
praying to pass out. Why the heck I did
not see that. This is insane.
Oh. Yes, you are
insane. Not because you fell again but cause’ you did not count how many times you
stand back on your feet. This shall to pass and you will learn.
But what if someone likes being on floor?
This temporary place becomes
permanent? Isn’t a lot easier then? No
more bruises or blood dripping down through ankle or knee, no more tears. You
learn to accept things as they are now. Gulping down the fact that you are a
looser, loner and stupid, eventually the struggle ceases. Things get incredibly
easy when you learn accepting your faults, when you know them. Don’t they?
Sigh* you surrendered that easily? Are
you running away? Why do you even worry if things get out of your hand? Or something
bad happens to you? You got nothing to loose coward. Try facing it; if you can’t then stop complaining
about others and question yourself, what are you doing? All you are doing is
withdrawing from your empty account. Please, deposit in it first. Do you happen
to know where that strong person is? which I used to know; after some time, may
be a year later you will laugh about all this and thanks Allah for making you go
all through hard time. It only makes you strong, stronger than ever before.
